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A Tea Party in the Sand by RainbowKnight, literature

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A Tea Party in the Sand

It was a tea party in the clearing by the stables The smell of horses in the air with the sound of rushing cars in the back ground The water flowing by was still too cold to go in So we danced on the rocky beach with sand slipping into our shoes I ran through the trees underneath the bridge because you were late We sat on the benches while the others ran around and played war I was in a dress just for you They took my picture in front of the anarchy sign Then we smiled together so it would last forever You had to leave before the dark set in Always leaving before I was ready Because I would never be ready But the party went on wit

Thoughts 8-31-12 by RainbowKnight, literature

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Thoughts 8-31-12

It's hard to write something that you need to get off your chest when you are 99% positive no one will ever read it. No instead you have words upon words that you type into a device so that they can finally live somewhere other than your head. But that doesn't solve the whole problem. While you might feel some slight satisfaction the words are still unknown to the people they want and they are desperate to be seen or better yet heard. They are words of hurt and passion Of fear and guilt Of a need so powerful that they tear into your heart and soul. The emotions are too great to speak and so you push them down lower and lower until

Monster by RainbowKnight, literature

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Monster

The monster has taken control again It's locked me inside my own head "I know I need to do this" "Don't worry it will all work out" "No it won't it will be just like last time" "No it won't don't worry so much" "I have to it's the only thing that keeps me above the water" "They say drowning is the easiest way to go you know" "If you know then I know" "I know" "I can't stand you" "I know" "I wish I could get rid of you" "I know" "I wish I could kill us" "I know" "I hate you" Its arms open as to take me into a hug as a smile spreads on its face I have no strength to resist and walk almost willingly As I am swallowed up my las

Make a Choice by RainbowKnight, literature

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Make a Choice

Back and forth you go between the same thoughts Over and over again I wait for your mind to change I know the hormones drive you one way While something else I can't yet define drive you the other I can't keep this up though I need stability Too much has been changing for too long and my mind is going in circles I'm spinning out of control and only you can stop me So please Make a choice I need you to Please

Thoughts of a Dead Night by RainbowKnight, literature

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Thoughts of a Dead Night

Don't look at me with your soft eyes and inviting smile Turn off that boyish charm that makes me want more and more Stop making my mind play that night over and over again I know I didn't do anything wrong The monster inside is trying to get out I don't know how much longer I can keep it inside It's pushing against my ribcage with all its might Push, Push, Push It's screaming inside my chest making my heart ache from the pressure It's crawling up my spinal cord always reaching for my mind so it will be in the control and not me

The Hunt by RainbowKnight, literature

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The Hunt

It takes place in a sea of green. Yellow light shines through the cracks illuminating some places while leaving deadly shadows in others. The white rabbit is at a disadvantage in the spring green. It sticks out like a sore thumb. The wolf with its dark brown fur keeps close to the ground in the shadow of a plant. Its yellow eyes and white teeth are the only colors that could warn the rabbit. Instead the rabbit remains innocent. It is completely aloof of the fact that it is inching closer and closer to the hunter. The rabbit has yet to realize that the forest has gone silent; it is the only animal left save for the monster. Now even the light

Just Make It End by RainbowKnight, literature

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Just Make It End

I have a scream caught in my throat Words I desperately need to release from the prison of my vocal chords Sounds of anger and frustration Sounds of regret and disappointment Human speech is lost on me I just need to roar as a lion does making sure all around know its power I have an animal caged inside my ribs It has lived behind bars for years and years Never seeking escape until you You and your human ways make the animal in me come out It wants to tear you apart limb from limb while at the same time It wants to make sure no other will ever harm you The muscles in my legs are tense I am ready to run Away from you as far as I

I was the Fool by RainbowKnight, literature

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I was the Fool

I was a fool I thought it wouldn't be the same with you But really it's the same for all of us Time is never ending, never stopping It will not be manipulated It cannot be manipulated I thought you could bypass the time I believed you didn't need the days, and weeks, and months I was such a fool to believe Such a fool The loss of one cannot be over powered by the replacement of a new That's what I am aren't I? A replacement for someone special for him A replacement for a need never satisfied alone for you I guess I really had it coming didn't I? I hurt her and know I needed to be hurt to fix the balance Such a fool caring ma

The Little Boy in the Pool by RainbowKnight, literature

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The Little Boy in the Pool

So I was with Sean in my dream. For some reason he was in a new house. It was like a mansion. In the dream I realized I could see spirits that others couldn't. Sean knew about it and was fine when I started talking to them so I'm assuming I had learned about it early in my dream life in this was just a continuation. So there were several points when Sean and I would be hanging out somewhere or doing something and I would see a spirit and just talk to them for awhile. They were all very lonely. I didn't encounter any angry ones which looking back is nice because that could have made the dream a hell of a lot worse. So for some reason the ma

Meaningless Word by RainbowKnight, literature

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Meaningless Word

To the Girl I'm sorry that I said yes when I should have said no I'm sorry that I kissed your cheek when my lips should have never touched you I'm sorry I explained everything I would be for you and then couldn't be I'm sorry that I promised you anything I'm sorry you found out about the boy, he really had nothing to do with you I'm just sorry for all the words and actions that led you on, I was leading myself on as well And now to the boy I'm sorry I started the conversation in the woods I'm sorry that I gave you an option that should have never been on the table I'm sorry that I didn't make you wait for someone special I'm sorry

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A Tea Party in the Sand by RainbowKnight, literature

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A Tea Party in the Sand

Thoughts 8-31-12 by RainbowKnight, literature

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Thoughts 8-31-12

Monster by RainbowKnight, literature

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Monster

Make a Choice by RainbowKnight, literature

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Make a Choice

Thoughts of a Dead Night by RainbowKnight, literature

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Thoughts of a Dead Night

The Hunt by RainbowKnight, literature

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The Hunt

Just Make It End by RainbowKnight, literature

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Just Make It End

I was the Fool by RainbowKnight, literature

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I was the Fool

The Little Boy in the Pool by RainbowKnight, literature

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The Little Boy in the Pool

Meaningless Word by RainbowKnight, literature

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Meaningless Word

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Hi =]. I'm Trix. I'm a teen who chooses to express herself through writing instead of speech. I'm still figuring out a lot of big stuff in life, so I try and just take life day by day. I'm always up for new friends, my aim is alfiagirl if anyone else still uses it and would like a friend =]. Hhhmmm, that's all I can really think to say, so that's all for now folks, have a great day =]

Current Residence: Solebury School
Favourite genre of music: Loud
MP3 player of choice: i-pod
Personal Quote: don't know where from but i live by it: the Wolf in me will always Desire the Lamb in you

Favourite Movies

UnderWorld

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Too Many

Favourite Games

mario cart double dash =]

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movies, music, romance, horror, fantasy

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RainbowKnight

Mar 6, 2011

Being Home

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Being home is really hard. I was so used to being at school and handling my shit there that coming home was twice as hard. My mom started with me about how she hates my neighbors before the car was even parked outside the house. She told me she hates them because they talk about her and that my going to boarding school was her fault. It wasn't, well, at least not purposely. I needed to get out of my house, away from my parent's relationship, away from this neighborhood, away from this school system, hell, away from my friends. Living at school saved me. School opened a whole new world to me, one that I probably would have died without. When I

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RainbowKnight

Mar 3, 2011

Exams are the Worst

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Sigh, just finished my third out of four exams. I swear it was the only good one I had which kind of sucks. I've never had a journal before. I'm not sure how personal to be, but I'm pretty sure no one will see this so I doubt it matters anyway which is good, I just really need a place to get everything out right now. Ok, so I'm still fucked up about Rich. I mean really screwed in the head. He's still in there all the time and I can't even escape him when I sleep cause he keeps popping up in my dreams. It's been a week since I told him we can't talk at all anymore. I know I made the choice doing that, but it hurts like hell. He moved past me o